Live in the moment, the moment is NOW

Attitude of life

2008-07-01T19:25:00.001+08:00

「如果芳宜沒有跳舞她會死」林懷民如是說，
「如果生命中沒有愛我會死」我是這麼定義著我的生命態度。
這[愛]總是要給出去才算完整
所以　這個舞台　必須是更為簡單純淨　才能讓愛給的梗多給的更純粹

NOT fear for BEing different

2008-06-18T00:50:00.003+08:00

忍不住還是買了許芳宜的書—[不怕我和世界不一樣]，第一次看這本書深深的被書名所震撼，好ㄧ個[不怕和世界不一樣]，從小我就深深被自己的獨特性困擾著，這句話也開啟了我部分的勇氣與感動，我 Amy的生命態度也是[不怕我和世界不一樣]。
我可以是panter, dancer, artist…
當我想投入任何形式的演出我就會全力以赴
當然也包括關於愛與我的愛情

好多的聲音在我的心理出現
我無法平息那些聲音
但是我學習聆聽與感受
然後帶著祝福睡去

A lot of voice
They are telling the stories of life
Many pictures pass me by
With many many blessings
I
Go to bed and sleep with smiles.

Gute Nacht
--<<-@

蔣勳：用語言的珍珠，找回生命的珍珠

2007-12-02T19:39:00.001+08:00

文字的生命力在於感動你的生命，所以說話不再只是說說而已，一句話可以滋潤與豐沛一個生命，你的生命情境是什麼呢??

信樂團演唱會2006＊死了都要愛

2007-11-13T20:35:00.001+08:00

非常喜歡這一首歌
有時候會給我一點點勇氣
對於我自己走下去的鼓勵

2007.11.06 TungHai University

2007-11-08T21:21:00.000+08:00

A Poetic Feast--當秋光越過邊境

2007-11-08T20:41:00.000+08:00

忙碌了一段時間，靜下來聽詩，在[起、承、轉、合]之間尋ㄧ份慢節奏的感動!
收到這本書的時候，非常驚喜的發現朗讀CD，優美的背景音樂更襯托出詩中的情境。
滿心歡喜的Amy，與每位詩人邂遘在優美的旋律當中!

If I should go before the the rest of you,

Break not a flower nor inscribe a stone,

Nor when I'm gone speak in a Sunday voice,

But be the usual selves that I have known,

Weep if you must,

Parting is hell,

But life goes on,

So sing as well.
---------(Joyce Grenfell, 1910-1979)

A story WITH LOVE--Banker takes Nobel Peace Prize on Microcredit.

2007-10-08T15:23:00.001+08:00

In 2006, the Nobel Committee did sometihing it bad never done before. It arwaded the Peace Prize to a successful banker. If this seem like an odd choice, then you don't know Dr. Muhammed Yunus. Yunus has devoted himself to helping people out of poverty.
Microcredit is his most important contribution to this cause. Yunus invested microcredit in his home country, Bangladesh. This country suffers from extreme poverty, and Yunus wanted to change things for the millions who who live without hope. To do so, he set up a new kind of bank and named it Grameen.
At Grameen, Yunus began offering microcredit, small loans that give the neediest people a chance to start up small business. Grameen, which means village or rural, now lends to 6.6 million people, 96 percent being women. Interest-free loands and life insurance are available for beggars. Although Grameen's custormers are the very poorest, it has made a profit in all about three years since it began. Yunus says, "In Bangladesh, where nothing works and there's no electricity, microcredit works like clockwork."
This system is so successful that over 100 countries --rich and poor alike--have adopted it. With milions able to xlimb out of poverty and live meaningful lives, this Nobel Peace Prize winner deserves his nickname Banker to the poor.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Muhammad_Yunus

Schoen !~~~~~~ Beautiful!

2007-09-27T19:12:00.000+08:00

Wei-N

2007-09-20T19:32:00.000+08:00

Liebe ist alles( IHZVJ)

2007-08-14T19:56:00.001+08:00

Hast du mir ein Wort zu sagen
nur ein Gedanken dann
lass es Liebe sein
Kannst du mir ein Bild beschreiben
mit deinen Farben dann
lass Liebe sein

Wann du gehst wieder gehst
Schau mir noch mal ins Gesicht
sags mir oder sag es nicht
Dreh dich bitte nochmal um
und ich sehs in deinem Blick
Lass es Liebe sein lass es Liebe sein

Hast du nur noch einen Tag
nur eine Nacht dann
lass es Liebe sein
Hast du nur noch eine Frage
die ich nie zu fragen wage dann
lass es Liebe sein

Wann du gehst wieder gehst
Schau mir noch mal ins Gesicht
sags mir oder sag es nicht
Dreh dich bitte nochmal um
und ich sehs in deinem Blick
Lass es Liebe sein lass es Liebe sein

Das ist alles was wir brauchen
noch viel mehr als große Worte
Lass das alles hinter dir
fang nochmal von vorne an

Denn

Liebe ist alles
Liebe ist alles
Liebe ist alles

Alles was wir brauchen

Liebe ist alles
Liebe ist alles
Liebe ist alles

Alles was wir brauchen

Lass es Liebe sein

Das ist alles was wir brauchen
noch viel mehr als große Worte
Lass das alles hinter dir
fang nochmal von vorne an

Denn

Liebe ist alles
Liebe ist alles
Liebe ist alles

Alles was wir brauchen

Lass es Liebe sein
Lass es Liebe sein

Gute Nacht! (Good night!)

2007-07-10T10:59:00.000+08:00

Fremd bin ich eingezogen,
Fremd zieh’ ich wieder aus.
Der Mai war mir gewogen
Mit manchem Blumenstrauß.
Das Mädchem sprach von Liebe,
Die Mutter gar von Eh’-
Nun ist die Welt so trübe,
Der Weg gehüllt in Schnee

Ich kann zu meiner Reisen
Nicht wählen mit der Zeit:
Muß selbst den Weg mir weisen
In dieser Dunkelheit.
Es zieht ein Mondenschatten
Als mein Gefährte mit,
Und auf den weißen Matten
Such’ ich des Wilder Tritt.

Was soll ich länger weilen,
Daß man mich tribe hinaus?
Laß irre Hunde heulen
Vor ihres Herren Haus!
Die Liebe liebt das Wandern,
Gott hat sie so gemacht-
Von einem zu dem andern-
Fein Liebchen, gute Nacht.

Will dich im Traum nicht stören,
Wär, schad um deine Ruh’ ,
Sollst meinen Tritt nicht hören-
Sacht, sacht die Türe zu!
Schreib’ im Vorübergehen
An’s Tor dir gute Nacht,
Damit du mögest sehen,
An dich hab’ ich gedacht.

Chinese Culture:Family

2007-07-06T12:33:00.000+08:00

Dancing amy

2007-07-05T18:39:00.000+08:00

About Taiwan!

2007-07-04T11:04:00.000+08:00

http://www.youthtravel.tw

http://jjkproductions.blogspot.com/

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How to describe myself?--little grass

2007-07-03T13:48:00.000+08:00

2007.6.30 Taipei with B.e.n--<<-@

2007-07-02T10:50:00.000+08:00

那時候有點醉了不過表情卻很自然!

2007.7.3 突然發現原來很多女孩子會期待有人在101跟她求婚，雖然價格很貴但是他們還是期待!

卻也驚訝的發現我從沒有過這樣子'爛漫'的想法，拍這張照片紙因為他是一個非常有名的地標。

如此而已!!

thanks Dear!
We shared a very wonderful day.

I am WHO I AM. I enjoyed the Very moment! Love Who you are.

IHZVJ.

Wonderful trip of Taipei:LOVE and FRIENDSHIP

2007-07-02T00:39:00.000+08:00

2007.6.28--I went to have physical check first and shared my point of view about myself with others.

WEll.... this picture was not taken on the trip but I DO love to KISS wei-N. hahaha yummi yummi. Do you want to tast??
Well... It's a wild girl but I love her. lovely DOG!
The place my sister-Alice is working at. Looks great!
hmmmm an attractive woman, isn't she?
Chris didn't know I was taking photos. hahahah..... Surprised?? Maybe!

OH! Sleeping BEAUTY? No really! I was just TOO TOO TOO sleepy but I like the meal and the restaurant.

Amy with white gown!

2007-06-24T21:59:00.001+08:00

Hi....
looks pretty?
In fact! I am not SHY at all!

A smile to share with you

2007-06-12T20:57:00.000+08:00

Love love me do.....
Love love to smile and share it with you
Love love to smile for my life

A love for life

2007-06-03T00:18:00.000+08:00

I want to be your companionand walk hand in hand,

your strength enveloping mine.

Autmn leaves falling,Scuffing feet and laughter,

sharing nights not finished by the dark.

I want to be your confidentas you pen your deepest thoughts,

as your heartaches bleed and finally break free.

Your dreams, I keep as if my own.

I want to smile as you smile,

and giggle with you about nothing at all.

This is the love for life.
I am not looking for a lover but someone to share my all and share his all with me.

Amy watercolor

2007-04-22T09:31:00.000+08:00

My life is like a peerless watercolor. Tears r necessary for this GREAT work

Beauty of Amy

2007-04-19T11:05:00.000+08:00

In spite of illness, in spite even of the archenemy sorrow,
one can remain alive long past the usual date
of disintegration if one is unafraid of change,
insatiable in intellectual curiosity, interested in big things,
and happy in small ways.

2007.4.7--Love, Freedom and Aloness

2007-04-08T20:14:00.000+08:00

--我只能對你敘述愛的品質，當你為愛所包圍時，承諾就會發生。承諾並不會讓愛發生，是愛創造出承諾的。它如同愛的影子，有朝一日愛沒有了，承諾也會隨之煙消雲散。當愛不在，你還要承諾延續，你所說的承諾是法定的承諾。

--你得去嘗試付諸行動，在你的努力當中你就能夠脫離自己建構的意義。

--愛是一朵連花，而情緒是蓮花所生長的那片泥沼。

--沒有什麼不對的，人是有性慾的動物，我們原來就是這個樣子，這就是生命要我們成為的樣子，所以我們才會出現在這哩，自然的力量無所不包，他不允許任何的意外。

--你透過性出生，所以充滿性的能量，不過事情不僅於此，這可以是個起頭；性是個開始，不是結束。

--看懂生命，不會拿任何理論硬套在生命上，只是是著去了解生命是什麼，他們了解到性是開始不是結束。性純然是一個成長的契機，讓你去超越性-但你必然深入其中去經歷它。

--你畫不出一雙平行線，因為兩條線一直延續下去的話，它們確實會交會。因為地球是圓的。

--你見過哪個靈魂是沒有身體的?

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When we were young, boys were tought to be brave and masculine, while girls were tought to be ladylike and obedient. However, as gender roles are changed, so have expectations. Nowadays, men can show their feminine side and women can present their masculine side as well.

The fact that the line between men and women has become less distinct is a sign of progress. Since no one is completely masculine or feminine, we should appreciate that both sides coexist within every individual. Terms such as 'sissy' or' tomboy' shouldn't be used to label people who naturally show more of the other side of their sexuality. Only when no one has to express his or her true natural will society have more variety and freedom.--常春藤解析英語 2007.April

2007.4.6--What a wonderful day!

2007-04-06T19:55:00.001+08:00

--Love and lust(情慾) are two different words that confuse most of us.

--Try, try and never say die.

--Time on task.

--More power to you. Don't let anything change your thinking.

--When in Rome, do what the Romans do.(入境隨俗) It means you need to adapt to your environment.

--"Please!" "Thank you!" and "Excuseme!" are three magical phrases that can make good things happen.

--"Be thankful" is a magic attitude that can make good things happen.

--Cheyenne teaches me "Maintain eye contact when you talk to an individual."

--Treat other people the way you want to be treated but don't let their rude behaviors make you down.

--I don't like it! Not a bit!一點也不!

--I had a marvelous time with Ty and Che.

--People hate sexually transmitted diseases.

--Mary is not a bimbo.行為不檢點的人

--"Learn, and do better. " That's life!

--Funny how men never used to cherish their girlfriends when they are still lovers.

--I will include you in my prayers. Hope you goes through the tough time.

The book is about leaders of the world, and how they lead their people

Intervie with Israel Vice Prime Minister Peres:

You can't conquer science by killing people . Ｗhat you have to do is educate your children, not to scarifice their lives. ---Peres

Self-Taught Artists Around the World Create Powerful and Unusual Art

2007-04-04T10:58:00.000+08:00

http://www.voanews.com/specialenglish/2007-03-20-voa2.cfm
Today, we travel to several countries exploring the world of Outsider Art. This powerful form of creative expression usually involves art made outside the limits and rules of official culture.
Often, outsider artists have not been formally trained. They use their skills to create visual examples of personal observations, invented worlds, and even severe mental conditions.

The Outsider Art movement has many names and forms. Experts debate about the differences between terms such as Naïve Art, Visionary Art, Folk Art, Intuitive Art and Outsider Art. It would be impossible to explain the entire debate, so we will just tell a few stories about some great artists. The art itself will explain what is special about these similar movements.

Mental health experts helped bring public attention to one form of outsider art. For example, in nineteen twenty-one, a Swiss doctor, Walter Morgenthaler published a book about the art of his patient, Adolf Wolfli. Mister Wolfli was one of the early outsider artists who received popular recognition. During his thirty-five years in a mental hospital in Switzerland, Mister Wolfli created twenty-five thousand pages of drawings and stories.
Adolf Wolfli was a poor farm worker who was placed in a mental hospital in eighteen ninety-five. He soon started making color drawings that he organized into books. For example, around nineteen twelve he finished a nine-book series called “From the Cradle to the Grave.” In this work Mister Wolfli turned his sad childhood into a magical travel story. He included detailed drawings of maps, creatures, rulers, and even talking plants to help capture this imaginary world. In other books, he recreated and renamed the world and universe. He described this world using songs, poetry, and drawings.

In the nineteen forties the French artist Jean Dubuffet discovered Mister Wolfli’s works and other artists like him. He called this kind of artwork “Art Brut” which is French for “raw art”. He described Art Brut as being created from pure and real creative forces. He saw outsider artwork as being free from the worries of competition and social acceptance that define the official art world. He argued that the official culture of museums, galleries and artists had lost its power. Art Brut, he said, was still true and powerful art. Jean Dubuffet soon started collecting this kind of art made by mental patients, prisoners and even children. In nineteen seventy-one he donated his personal collection of Art Brut to the city of Lausanne, Switzerland.

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I think everyone can be an artist for his life. We human beings can't neither be rational nor emtional. The mental conditions are usually kind of complicated and looking for a way to relieve.

The Two Fridas: The Joyous and Tragic Life of Frida Kahlo

2007-04-02T09:44:00.000+08:00

The Two Fridas: The Joyous and Tragic Life of Frida Kahlo　　

In The Two Fridas , by legendary Mexican artist Frida Kahlo, two likenesses of the artist sit side by side, holding hands. The one on the right wears a traditional Mexican costume, and grips a small portrait of her husband, Diego. The heart is exposed, plump, red and whole. Contrastingly, the Frida on the left is clothed in a lacy white European gown, her exposed heart is broken and dry. This painting vividly depicts the artist's intense pain during a separation from her husband and her conflicted feelings about the different cultural influences in her life.　　

Frida Kahlo was born in 1907 on a rainy morning in the small town of Coyoacan, Mexico City, to a German-Jewish father and a Mexican mother. From the time she was a young girl, she had a bold personality, full of mischief and unbridled enthusiasm. At the advice of her doctor after a bout with polio, she got involved in all kinds of sports, including boxing. She was teased because of her deformed leg, but soon learned to deal with it.　　

As a teen, Frida entered a preparatory school where she was one of only a few girls. She loved reading and learning about many subjects, but she was not academically inclined. Because of her high intelligence, however, she excelled in her studies without much effort. In the meantime, she became part of a group of boys who were involved in pursuits of both troublemaking and intellectual expansion. At the age of 18, Frida's life suddenly changed course. The bus she was riding on one morning was struck by a streetcar. Frida was impaled by a steel cable, and sustained numerous broken bones.
揮灑烈愛 ─ 芙烈達的雙面人生　　

在墨西哥傳奇女畫家芙烈達的畫作《兩個卡蘿》中，和畫家酷似的兩人握著手端坐在一起。右邊那位穿著傳統墨西哥服裝，手持丈夫迪亞哥的小幅肖像；她圓潤、鮮紅、飽滿的心臟裸露在外。相反地，左邊的芙烈達身著歐式白色蕾絲禮服，外露的心破裂、乾枯。這幅畫生動描繪了畫家和丈夫分離時的強烈痛楚，以及生命中不同的文化影響帶給她的衝突情緒。　　

芙烈達‧卡蘿在 1907 年一個下雨的早晨誕生於墨西哥市的科約阿坎小鎮上，父親是德裔猶太人，母親是墨西哥人。自少女時代起，她便非常直率大膽、淘氣頑皮、熱情奔放。罹患小兒麻痺症後，她在醫生建議下從事包括拳擊在內的各項運動。她因腿部畸形而遭到恥笑，但很快就學會應付這種情況。　　

十來歲時，芙烈達進入一所預備學校，成為該校少數幾名女生之一。芙烈達喜歡閱讀及學習多種學科，但其志趣並不在學業上。然而，由於天資聰穎，她無需費太多心力就在課業上表現突出。芙烈達同時也是一群既調皮搗蛋又追求智能發展的男生中的一員。18 歲時，芙烈達的人生遭逢巨變。一天早上，她搭乘的公車被電車撞上，芙烈達的身體被鋼索刺穿，多處骨折。

While Frida lay in bed recovering, encased in a body cast, her father gave her his box of paints and brushes and encouraged her to paint. Through painting, she found a sense of freedom from her pain and a way to express herself. Frida endured more than 30 operations throughout her life, scarring both her body and her mind.　　

However, she remained bold, just like when she was a girl. She threw wild parties, swore like a sailor, and refused to shave, wax, or pluck her small mustache or her thick black eyebrows. She continued to do what she loved doing best － painting. Many of her works are self-portraits which express her suffering, passion, and whimsy. They are filled with imaginative and often disturbing images. The bright, warm colors and symbols in her paintings also reflect her rich Mexican heritage.　　

The famous Mexican artist Diego Rivera first entered Frida's life while he was painting a mural at her high school. When she showed him some of her first works, he encouraged her to continue painting. Diego was clearly moved by the experience, stating "... her sparkling presence filled me with a wonderful joy." Though he was twice her size and old enough to be her father, they later became lovers and married. Their relationship was full of passion and fraught with painful infidelities on both of their parts. But in spite of their difficulties, they always came back to each other. In Self Portrait as a Tehuana and Diego and I, Frida painted herself with an image of Diego on her brow. The paintings speak of how Diego was constantly in Frida's thoughts, and of her wish to always have him close.
當芙烈達打著石膏躺在床上等待康復時，她父親送她一盒顏料及畫筆，鼓勵她作畫。透過繪畫，她找到一種自痛苦解脫的自由及表達自我的方式。芙烈達一生中忍受了 30 多次手術，身心皆受創。　　

雖然如此，她仍像少女時期一樣勇敢直率。她舉辦狂歡派對，像水手一樣說粗話，拒絕剃除、用除毛蠟刮除或拔除嘴上的汗毛與濃密的黑眉。她也繼續從事自己的最愛－繪畫。芙烈達許多作品符都是表達其痛苦、熱情和異想的自畫像，其中充滿著想像及常令人不安的畫面。畫中明亮溫暖的色彩和象徵亦反映其濃厚的墨西哥傳統。　　

著名墨西哥畫家迪亞哥‧里維拉在芙烈達的中學畫壁畫時，首次進入她的生命。芙烈達向迪亞哥展示她早期的作品，他則鼓勵她繼續作畫。迪亞哥顯然被這次經歷深深打動，他道：「……她亮眼的風采令我備感無以言喻的喜悅。」雖然迪亞哥體型是芙烈達的兩倍，年紀也足以當她父親，二人仍成為戀人並步入禮堂。他們的關係充滿了熱情和令雙方痛苦的不貞。即使困難重重，他們最後總會回到對方身邊。在畫作《穿著特旺納裳的自畫像》及《迪亞哥與我》中，芙烈達在自畫像的額頭上畫了迪亞哥的肖像。這兩幅畫顯示芙烈達時時念著迪亞哥，並希望他永遠在身旁。

Frida had her first solo exhibition in 1938, in New York. It was a great success and sent her reputation as an artist soaring. Her paintings perfectly combine dreamlike imagery with realism. In her self-portrait The Broken Column, her broken body is held together only by the straps of a steel corset. Her flesh is torn open from her neck to her belly, revealing a crumbling Ionic column within. The column represents her damaged spine. Nails large and small are lodged in Frida's face and body, while tears stream down her face. Frida stands alone, possibly because she feels isolated in her physical and emotional pain.　　

Her health continued to deteriorate. By 1953 Frida was so strung-out on painkillers she could barely pick up a paintbrush. That same year Frida was honored with her first solo exhibition in her native country. She had been in the hospital for almost a year straight, but refused to miss the exhibition. She surprised everyone by having her bed carried into the gallery with her on it.　　On July 13, 1954, on a rainy night in Coyoacan in the same house where she was born 47 years earlier, Frida left this world. Her last diary entry reads: "I hope the exit is joyful ... and I hope never to return – Frida." Her former home in Mexico, called "the Blue House" because of its bright blue color, is now a museum with a display of her paintings, clothing, jewelry, and things she collected. Her legacy lives on in the paintings and stories she left behind.

1938 年，芙烈達於紐約舉辨的首次個展獲得極大成功，將其藝術家聲望推至高峰。她的作品將夢境般圖像與現實完美結合。在自畫像《破碎的脊柱》中，她破碎的身體僅由鋼製束腹的帶子支撐，頸部到腹部被剖開，露出搖搖欲墜的愛奧尼亞式柱條。柱條代表了芙烈達受傷的脊柱，臉部和身體插滿大大小小的釘子，淚水從臉龐滑落。芙烈達兀自站立，或許是因為在身心的雙重痛苦下感到孤立無援。　　她的健康持續惡化。到了 1953 年，服用止痛藥成癮的芙烈達虛弱到提不起畫筆。同年，她在祖國舉辦首次個展。當時她已住院整整一年，但仍不願錯過此次展覽。當她躺在床上被抬進展覽廳時，大家都震驚不已。　　

1954 年 7 月 13 日那晚，科約阿坎鎮正下著雨，芙烈達在 47 年前出生的同間屋內離開了人世。她最後一則日記寫著：「我希望這次離開是喜悅的……我希望永不復返－芙烈達。」她墨西哥的故居由於漆著明亮的藍色，而被稱為「藍屋」，現在是陳列她畫作、服裝、珠寶和收藏品的博物館。芙烈達的精神遺產將在其遺留的畫作和傳奇中永垂不朽。

Eye

2007-03-27T20:27:00.000+08:00

Dance with me?

2007-03-27T20:25:00.000+08:00

neck

2007-03-27T20:24:00.000+08:00

Long Hair

2007-03-27T20:22:00.002+08:00

smiling

2007-03-27T20:22:00.001+08:00

thinking

2007-03-27T20:20:00.000+08:00

peace

2007-03-27T20:18:00.000+08:00

Don't want to go back !

2007-03-26T18:31:00.000+08:00

Love<->Occupy

2007-03-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

Whirl

2007-03-16T15:48:00.000+08:00

愛與佔有

2007-03-16T15:25:00.000+08:00

X-ray of Amy

2007-03-14T12:25:00.000+08:00

my heart is crying

2007-03-09T18:57:00.000+08:00

To Chy...(3)

2007-03-08T22:50:00.000+08:00

http://www.flickr.com/photos/harpy/

To Chey.....(2)

2007-03-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

To Chey.... (1)

2007-03-08T21:28:00.000+08:00

A beautiful smile I love--by Amy

2007-03-05T15:52:00.000+08:00

I miss U 2-- by Amy

2007-03-03T11:36:00.000+08:00

A tragedy for Wei-N

2007-02-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

Amy and friends

2007-02-24T15:15:00.000+08:00

Marriage

2007-02-24T12:34:00.000+08:00

The LAST SAMURAI

2007-02-21T16:25:00.000+08:00

Captain Nathan Algren is a man adrift. The battles he once fought now seem distant and futile. Once he risked his life for honor and country, but, in the years since the Civil War, the world has changed. Pragmatism has replaced courage, self-interest has taken the place of sacrifice and honor is nowhere to be found--especially out West where his role in the Indian Campaigns ended in disillusionment and sorrow. Somewhere on the unforgiving plains near the banks of the Wa*****a River, Algren lost his soul.

A universe away, another soldier sees his way of life about to disintegrate. He is Katsumoto, the last leader of an ancient line of warriors, the venerated Samurai, who dedicated their lives to serving emperor and country. Just as the modern way encroached upon the American West, cornering and condemning the Native American, it also engulfed traditional Japan. The telegraph lines and railroads that brought progress now threaten those values and codes by which the Samurai have lived and died for centuries. But Katsumoto will not go without a fight.

The paths of these two warriors converge when the young Emperor of Japan, wooed by American interests who covet the growing Japanese market, hires Algren to train Japan's first modern, conscript army. But as the Emperor's advisors attempt to eradicate the Samurai in preparation for a more Westernized and trade-friendly government, Algren finds himself unexpectedly impressed and influenced by his encounters with the Samurai. Their powerful convictions remind him of the man he once was.

Thrust now into harsh and unfamiliar territory, with his life and perhaps more important, his soul, in the balance, the troubled American soldier finds himself at the center of a violent and epic struggle between two eras and two worlds, with only his sense of honor to guide him.

參考資料 http://movies.yahoo.com/movie/1808439546/details; http://www.istacey.net/project/last_samurai/movie.htm

(Duch) Ik hou van je.--Dana Winner

2007-02-21T15:26:00.000+08:00

ik hou van jou, alleen van jou

ik kan niet leven in een wereld zonder jou
Waar ik ook ben, ik hoor je stem
ik kan je zomaar niet vergeten
ik neem je in m`n armen
laat mij je hart verwarmen
ik wil je alles geven
ik hou zoveel van jou
Jij hoort bij mij
alleen bij mij
dat zijn die woorden,
die je eens tegen me zei
`k Ben zo alleen
waar moet ik heen
waar is die tijd van toen gebleven...
ik neem je in m`n armen
laat mij je hart verwarmen
ik wil je alles geven
ik hou zoveel van jou
Ik hou van jou, alleen van jou
ik kan niet leven
in een wereld zonder jou.
Ik hou van jou, alleen van jou
ik kan niet leven
in een wereld zonder jou.
Ik hou van jou

丹尼爾 --Love You Lately

2007-02-21T14:52:00.000+08:00

You packed your last two bags. A taxi's 'round the bend.
You used to laugh out loud, But you can't remember when.
You lost your lies.
It's like your moving out of time,
And the whole word crumbles right beneath you.

So, I might've made a few mistakes, But that was back when you would smile,
And we would go everywhere,
But we ain't been there for awhile.
And this I know,
There's a place that we can go-
A place where I can finally let you know.

'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately. You and me, we got this great thing.
We're the only one's that around,
We're the only one's that around this Babylon.

I hope you find whatever you've been lookin' for.
Just remember where you're from and who you are,
'Cause there's a thousand lights that'll make you feel brand new,
But if you ever lose your way, I'll leave one on for you.

'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
So, come back and you sit down. Relax.
Everything's to see that you've come a long, long way,
And it's the place that you should be.

'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately. You and me, we got this great thing.
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
And we're the only one's that around,
We're the only one's that around this Babylon.

It's not goodbye--Laura Pausini

2007-02-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

Now what if I never kiss your lips again
Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace.
How would I ever go on?,
Without you there's no place to belong
Well someday love is going to lead you back to me,
But till it does I'll have an empty heart.
So I'll just have to believe some where out there you're thinking of me
Till the day I let you go,
Until we say our next hello its not goodbye.
Till I see you again
I'll be right here remembering when.
And if time is on our side
There will be no tears to cry on down the road
There is one thing I can't deny its not goodbye
You think I'd be strong enough to make it through
And rise above when the rain falls down.
But it抯 so hard to be strong when you've been missing somebody so long It's just a matter of time I'm sure,
Well time takes time and I can't hold on,
So won't you try as hard as you can
Put my broken heart together again?
Till the day I let you go,
Until we say our next hello its not goodbye.
Till I see you again
I'll be right here remembering when.
And if time is on our side
there will be no tears to cry on down the road
there is one thing I can't deny its not goodbye
It's not goodbye.....
Till the day I'll let you go,
until we say our next hello its not goodbye.
Till I see you again
I'll be right here remembering when.
And if time is on our side
there will be no tears to cry on down the road
And I can't deny it's, not goodbye
Its not goodbye
Till I see you
I'll be right here remembering when
Time is on our side
No more tears to cry
And I cant deny
It's not goodbye
Goodbye
no more tears to cry
It's, it's not goodbye.

http://yeyu.mtlc.cn/夜雨正狂/夜曲集璀/Laura%20Pausini-It%27s%20not%20goodbye.wma
http://blog.xuite.net/fannelai/laurapausini/8649489

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/kaechyun&article_id=4504117

Faithless--one step too far

2007-02-04T20:15:00.000+08:00

Album: Outrospective
With thanks to Paul Saramet & Jasja Glasbeek & Sister Bliss
[Dido]
You can sleep forever, but still you will be tired
You can stay as cold as stone, but still you won't find peace
With you I feel I'm the meek leading the blind
With you I feel I'm just spending wasting time
I've been waiting I'm still waiting
I've been waiting
I've been waiting
I've been waiting
I'm still waiting
I'm with you (with you)
It's always one step too far
One step too far
You can walk too far but still you won't be found
You can look down on the world but still you won't find love
You won't find love
[Maxi Jazz]
Only with mellow
Are you thin enough to slide through,
Don't let nothin' ride u,
If the sun or the moon would give way to doubt,
They would immediately go out.
Only one swallow doesn't make a summer
But u gotta start somewhere (maxi's bit)
[Dido]
I've been waiting
I'm still waiting
I've been waiting
I've been waiting
I've been waiting
I'm still waiting
I'm with you (with you)
It's always one step too far
One step too far
I've been waiting
I'm still waiting
I've been waiting
I've been waiting
I've been waiting
I'm still waiting
I'm with you (with you)
It's always one step too far
One step too far

Freedom from the known(2)

2007-02-04T18:28:00.000+08:00

2006/8/31上午 9:34
page 30>>
You have to be your own teacher and your own disciple. You have to question everything that man has accepted as valuable, as necessary.

If you don't follow somebody you feel very lonely.Be lonely then. Why are you frightened of beong alone? Because you are faced with yourself as you are and find that you are empty, dull, stupid, ugly, guilty and anxious--a petty, shoddy, secondhabd entity. Face the fact; look at it, don't run away from it. The moment you run away fear begins.

page 32>>
Now where do we begin to undrstand ourselves? Here and I, and how am I to study myself, observe myself, see what is actually taking place inside myself? I can observe myself only in relationship because all life is relationship. It's no use sitting in a corner meditating about myself. I can't exist by myself. I exist only in relationship to people , things and ideas, and in studying my relationshipto outward things and people , as well as to inward things, I begin to understand myself. Every other form of understanding is merely an abstraction and I can't study myself in abstraction; I am not an abstract entity; therefore I have to study myself in actuality--as I am, not as I wish to be.

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突然想到王小慧的一句話：我可以放棄別人眼裡所任為珍貴或是重要的東西，而我最珍惜的卻是對自己而言重要的東西!
From eyes to eyes, I see beautiful sights from her.

思念

2007-01-31T15:34:00.000+08:00

What is essential is invisible to the eye

2007-01-29T13:11:00.000+08:00

smile from the heart--designed by Amy

2007-01-25T15:38:00.000+08:00

Adios!

2007-01-23T15:57:00.000+08:00

Trying to recall all Beautiful Memories for my life.
It's hard to say GoodBye.

faces of life

2007-01-19T16:03:00.000+08:00

-- We just don't have words for so many of the impressions we have. So most of our life we will never be able to express to anyone. It's a sad face of life.
--People believe they are missing out, that everyone else has this great and exciting life and they don't

Movie--Seabiscuit

2007-01-10T10:16:00.000+08:00

We never know how high we are
Till we are asked to rise
And then if we are true to plan
Our statures touch the skies

The Heroism we recite
Would be a normal thing
Did not ourselves the Cubits warp
For fear to be a King

瑞德說：「人們皆認為我們找到這匹跛馬，改造了牠，其實我們沒有，是牠改造了我們，改造了我們每個人，從某個角度想，我們也改造了彼此。」

Happy Birthday?

2007-01-08T15:44:00.000+08:00

在書局我翻了這本書，清新的文字卻是滿盈的情緒，眼淚差點就掉了下來~
因為故事的結局讓人感到深刻的失落與悲傷。

當祝福只能變成奢侈的懷念，當思念變成一份永遠的離別。
其實我的心裡我不喜歡這樣的結局與過程，為什麼故事裡的主角在得到絕症之後總是[善意的隱瞞]然後一個人去承受所有的過程與結果。

有沒有人願意誠實一點??
還是說一般人都太脆弱無法去面對所謂的生離死別，只能分享歡樂無法分享生命中灰暗的一面??

我不要自己的人生跟著別人的故事揮灑，如果有一天我得面對生命的終點，我會邀請他與我渡過。至少要有勇氣去邀請.... 而不是讓兩個人懷著遺憾與思念!!

I want to yell~~

2006-12-29T00:29:00.000+08:00

PAIN

I have to read

2006-12-28T22:27:00.000+08:00

http://www.amazon.com/Barrier-Free-Travel-Wheelers-Walkers-Second/dp/1932603093/ref=pd_sim_b_2/103-5856980-9235849

http://www.amazon.com/There-Room-Inn-Wheelers-Walkers/dp/1932603611/ref=pd_bxgy_b_img_b/105-9352145-8016412

before sunrise

2006-12-28T15:30:00.000+08:00

I feel this pressure of being a strong and independent icon of womanhood…and not making it look like my whole life is revolving around some guy.But loving someone and being loved means so much to me.
Isn’t everything we do in life a way to be loved a little more?
Sometimes I dream about being a good father and a good husband. And sometimes I feel really close. But then other times… it seems silly like it would ruin my whole life. And it’s not just a fear of commitment or that I’m incapable of caring or loving because I can.
It’s just that, if I’m totally honest with myself.. I think I’d rather die knowing that I was really good at something.
That I had excellent in some way…than that I had just been in a nice ,caring relationship.
I had worked for this old man, and once he told me that he had spent all of his life thinking about his career and his work. He was 52, and it suddenly struck him that he had never really given anything of himself. His life was for no one and nothing. He was almost crying say that.
You know. I believe if there’s any kind of GOD…it wouldn’t be in any of us, not you or me… but just little space in between. If there is any kind of magic in this world…. It must be in the attempt of understanding someone, sharing something.
I know it’s almost impossible to succeed …but who cares, really? The answer must be in the attempt.

I am aware of a lot of things from their conversation. Can't picture the FULL feeling but I will try to figure out.(2006.10.26-10:34AM)

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To think about all roles I played or I am playing.....

2006.12.28

There was this famous writer--I don't remember who--who said the ideal relationship was two intense years, with clean breaks, fresh starts, friends for life, something like that. It's like if you knew your relationship had to end in two years, there would be no room for fighting or wasted time. There could be more love and appreciation for one another. It's like, if everyone you met you knew was going to die at midnight, you would be a much more compassionate person. I mean, everyone's going to die, but since no one knows when, there's all the time in the world to be assholes to one another.

AMY:

"...It's like if you knew your relationship had to end in two years, there would be no room for fighting or wasted time. There could be more love and appreciation for one another. It's like, if everyone you met you knew was going to die at midnight, you would be a much more compassionate person. ..."

I am so... touched by whis "IDEAL" relationship. And...I am aware of that...I treat all IMPORTANT relationships for mylife in this way. So- called FOREVER LOVE maybe not for time but the meaning for life.
My grandmother die at the year I had the opperation accident. I went through a VERY SPECIAL period of life. I lost my walking ability and someone I love and who loved me a lot as well. I don't know if she had a 'happy' life....?... But I know... she doesn't have a NICE/KIND relationship with grandpa. I don't know how to define their relationship...and SURE... I AM NOT ABLE To define it.
I saw a lot of people cring for her. BUT I... I just stopped myself crying for her. But... for me.... tears can't express my feeling of lost. kind of EMPTY for the position she had taken in my life. I carry her in my hear... even now.... I miss her a lot.

My life..... there is something missed at the year... so-called saddness ...take away part of my childish.

2007-01-04

But for some people, there are no real good-byes. I think if you have a meaningful experience with someone else, a true communication, they are with you forever in a way.
We are all a part of each other in ways, we'll never know.

Handicapped people to travel in Europe.

2006-12-27T15:36:00.000+08:00

http://www.amazon.de/Rick-Steves-Easy-Access-Europe/dp/1566916682/sr=1-3/qid=1167204262/ref=sr_1_3/028-3375142-2337332?ie=UTF8&s=books-intl-de

Book Description
From train and rail pass skills to strategies for visiting open-air folk museums, who else but Rick Steves teaches travelers the skills they really need when traveling through Europe? Most guidebooks don't address the needs of travelers with limited mobility, but Rick Steves believes in comfortable and successful travel for everyone.
Rick Steves’ Easy Access Europe focuses on Amsterdam, Bruges, London, Paris, and the Rhine. It provides tips on getting around easily whether you're in a wheelchair or just need to walk slowly. America’s top authority on travel to Europe, Rick Steves has done the legwork, discovered the secrets, and made the mistakes — so travelers don't have to. Completely revised and updated, Rick’s time-tested recommendations for safe and enjoyable travel in Europe have been used by millions of Americans in search of their own unique European travel experience.

http://www.slowtrav.com/europe/disabled_travel.htm

Sunshine for my life

2006-12-27T11:37:00.000+08:00

Sometimes we spent too much time to make ourselves preety/handsome.
But.... I think ..... There is NO so-called UNGLY people if consider with face or shape.
If there is a chance to share part of my life with them.... I would LOVE to.
That's why I put myself beside them.
Sunshine with sunshine

Charlotte's Web--A lovely story

2006-12-26T15:23:00.000+08:00

"You have been my friend. That in itself is a tremendous thing. I wove my webs for you because I liked you. After all, what's a life, anyway? We're born, we live a little while, we die. A spider's life can't help being something of a mess, with all this trapping and eating flies. By helping you, perhaps I was trying to life up my life a trifle. Heaven knows anyone's life can stand a little of that."

"你一直是我的朋友。這就是一件意義非凡的事。因為我喜歡你，所以為你織網。畢竟，生命到底是什麼呢?我們出生、活了一段時間，然後死去。蜘蛛的生命無非就是一團混亂，設陷阱、吃蒼蠅。或者我是藉由幫助你來讓我的生命有意義。老天知道每個人的生命中多少都會做這樣的事情。"
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Amy:
The confession touched me. " ...Because I like you..." is the most simple and beautiful reason for what they had shared with each other.
It's kind of childish LOVE. I like it so much.

How about you? your life? and co-called "FATE"

2006-12-24T10:47:00.000+08:00

people usually accept the fate. But...did they ever try to do something before accepting?

a conversation with I myself

2006-12-21T22:45:00.000+08:00

dare to be different?

2006-12-21T22:43:00.000+08:00

what did you see from tiny key hole?

2006-12-21T22:36:00.000+08:00

looking for freedom

2006-12-19T20:13:00.000+08:00

A love for life?
Freedom!

My lovely boyfriend

2006-12-18T18:16:00.000+08:00

Be Aware of "The REAL beauty of life"

2006-12-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

信樂團--死了都要愛

2006-12-07T16:07:00.000+08:00

把每天當成是末日來相愛　一分一秒都美到淚水掉下來
不理會別人是看好或看壞　只要你勇敢跟我來
愛　不用刻意安排　憑感覺去親吻相擁就會很愉快
享受現在　別一開懷就怕受傷害　許多奇蹟我們相信才會存在
死了都要愛　不淋漓盡致不痛快　感情多深只有這樣才足夠表白
死了都要愛　不哭到微笑不痛快　宇宙毀滅心還在窮途末路都要愛　不極度浪漫不痛快　
髮會雪白　土會掩埋　思念不腐壞到絕路都要愛　
不天荒地老不痛快　不怕熱愛變火海　愛到沸騰才精采

'bed' weekend

2006-12-03T21:31:00.000+08:00

- got a flu.
-running nose almost all day long.
-can't breath
-spent a lot of time on my bed

AMY

2006-11-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

Age:30
Physical age: more than 50
Mental age:much more than 50
我有著一個年輕的外表、一個成熟的心和一個老態的身體...
走過30年彷彿走過半個世紀多的歲月.....
一幕幕的畫面最近一值在重複不斷出現
或許最近發生太多讓人意外的事件
讓自己跟過去的影子重疊在一起
那種種的傷痛突然之間又被打開
一時無法承受身體狀況又開始下滑
我背著自己的影子在走路

好想大口大口呼吸
自由自在的呼吸
連呼吸都變的短促與無力
我想要呼吸

還[活著]

2006-11-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

有時候我努力想像，用力回想所謂"純粹快樂"的畫面在哪裡?

我對自己說 .... "對不起.. 只是一片空白...."

所以現在我一值在創造一值在追求這樣一個畫面:

靜靜聽聽鳥鳴很幸福

享受微風輕拂很幸福

坐在樹下看書很幸福

曬曬太陽很幸福

當拋開許多東西失去許多東西一點點的感受都變成一種感動讓人覺得幸福

感覺自己正在[活著] 正在享受[活著]這個過程這個當下

UNLOCK!

2006-11-18T21:09:00.000+08:00

'鎖'的過程是一種沉澱，把自己擺在一個安靜的地方，不思考、不嚮往、不盼望，任何所謂有價值的東西都丟掉，不愛也不恨，不想要也不需要，就像葉子隨著季節而發芽而蒼老而終得墜落的過程。

我想我還是沒有太多的力氣去跟別人爭什麼、要什麼...

我只是盡力的在自己這張人生風景圖畫上畫上自己想要的顏色，盡力達到自己想要的畫面，在這30年的創作過程中，每一筆都充滿了故事性也充滿藝術性。

哪怕事一幅黑白的潑墨山水畫也有屬於它的層次與味道，哪怕事一個充滿悽涼的故事，畢竟還是有一種耐人尋味的美感，哪怕事一個讓人心酸的畫面，那種震撼人心的衝擊令人刻骨銘心。

我的畫... 我不知道它將成為什麼樣子，以前它是黑呀呀的一片，雖然有個深淺層次卻沒有個具體形態，現在或許多了一點顏色..... 覆蓋上去變成另外一種風景，我該說... 我更喜歡這樣子的畫面了，至少... 它不再只是純粹的灰階。

想做的事情..... 很多還沒做

想說的話..........很多還沒說

但是都還在繼續做

這樣子...

人生至少不是白過

做多少算多少

說多少算多少

現在心裡還是一片空空

不知道該怎麼描述這樣的心情

就像是... 一個人坐在草地上吹著風發發呆帶著一抹淺淺的微笑... 很美好的感覺

沒什麼求沒什麼爭沒什麼悲傷難過太靜靜到自己都不知道過了多久我才會從那個畫面醒來

我希望 不要太久!~

OFF!

2006-11-11T23:04:00.000+08:00

Since:2006-11-06 9:37PM

Lights

2006-11-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

11-10-2006

2006-11-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

What about LOVE?

2006-11-06T09:54:00.000+08:00

2006/8/5 下午 11:31
當我第一次看到這張照片，我的心突然像似被電擊般的颤抖，似乎所有生命中曾經所認為的[愛]瞬間變的渺小，我好想給她一個全然的擁抱，燃燒所有我的能量給她一份支持，好愛她喔!! 有一種愛不是得到，而是無求的付出不包含任何私有的期待與盼望! Ich liebe Dich so sehr!
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Mother Teresa says she knows she can't solve the problem of human poverty. That problem must be left to politicians, scientists and economists to solve over the long term. But she can't wait that long. She knows there are too many people in the world whose lives are so devoid of dignity that they are barely human lives at all, and she must take care of them first.
from我的盲人恩師<李家同>

dancing lights

2006-11-05T22:27:00.000+08:00

It's REAL so it's beautiful!

2006-11-03T23:42:00.000+08:00

2006.10.30-下午 10:57
2006-11-3-11:38PM
NOW! I am praying in my heart.
I wish to sleep well tonight.
Now! I am praying in my heart.
I wish to STOP the PAIN.
NOW! I am saying Goodnight to myself.
To give myself a bless and wish the dream will come true on time.
GOOD NIGHT
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I went to bed early but can't sleep , because of the pain...
Can't stop it but wish it will stop as soon as possible.

雨阿，請你到非洲!

2006-10-31T09:43:00.000+08:00

You can buy this book from here:
http://www.kingstone.com.tw/book/Book_Page.asp?KMCode=2018620025905&ReadPage=2&Path=&#FreeReadSWA

因為你們的存在讓我更珍惜我所擁有的，但我卻說不出任何感謝的話語。因為我希望這一切只是一個故事、一本書；然而我們都知道他是一個個現在還在發生的[事件]!
每個人的手上都拿著一把[槍]，有時候就連一句話都可以殺人，或者可以救人；如果是你，想想要怎麼使用手上的槍呢??

I cherish what I have and know more how lucky I am, because of YOU.
But I
I can't say 'thank you'.

I WISH it's just a story
I WISH it's just a book

Howerever
We know
It's a corner of the world
Happening somewhere NOW

Everyone has a 'GUN'
Even just to say something you can Kill or Help someone

Now ~
Think about... How to use your GUN?
If you are willing to.

我不能說我沒了慾望，
看見一件漂亮的衣服我會心動，
看到一雙美麗的鞋子我會想要，
看到裝扮後可愛動人的自己我會陶醉，

但是，想到你們的身影我會放棄這些
而我的人生卻更美好

我不能說我沒了慾望
只是我多了一份慾望與你分享我所擁有的!

I C'AN'T say
I am inappetent

When I see
beautiful clothes I want to have one
When I see
a nice pair of shoes I want to wear it
When I see
pretty Amy from a mirror it bewitched me

BUT
when I think about YOU
I Would GIVE UP these stuff
And I have a life with more delight

I C'AN'T say
I am inappetent
I CAN say
I have more desire
to share what I have with YOU.

電視廣告上"一顆流星畫過天空，那是鑽石。"，從未曾想過鑽石是一滴滴媽媽的眼淚，是一個個破碎的心，{鑽石恆久遠.... 傷痛永留心!}。
雖然我從不曾想要得到一顆鑽石，但是在大家過分誇耀它的光芒與美利，幾乎所有的女孩子都期待生命中能擁有一顆鑽石，作為愛的見證或是美的裝飾。
現在的我，看到鑽是我會流淚.... 因為我知道大部分的鑽石來自非洲，是一顆顆媽媽的眼淚，如果你要送我鑽石，我會希望你把相同的價值把愛送的非洲，他們的笑容才是真正的寶石，一輩子都不可能忘記。

Diamonds are tears
If you know what is heppening in Africa
You would not think they are beautiful

They are tears from mothers
They are tears from children

If you know what is happening behind
You wouldn't want it so much

Don't collect TEARS as a sign of happiness.

--------------------------10.31.2006--------------------
I finished the book this morning. Be aware of so many things ...... I am just thinking .... just thinking.... What I wrote "越是無懼越能給予"，在我的現在與未來，我都該如何去實踐這個[夢想]?? 對我自己而言到底在人生每一步、每一秒鐘的當下.... 除了給予，我是不市還要能[接收]別人的給予而不害怕。

I will read this book again and again... something new will just 'show up', I believe!

1-9-9-8

2006-10-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

It's not the most scary thing in my life

2006-10-30T22:55:00.000+08:00

What is the most fragile isn't BODY but THE HEART.
I don't feel ashamed of what I am under clothes. It's ME and I accept all.
What so-called GODs around the world are not in you or me. They are little space between you and me. If ... u can feel and you can love and be loved ... it's the place GOD stays for you.
I DO believe it!
smiling AMY.

Shayne Ward--A Better Man

2006-10-26T21:11:00.000+08:00

Until the oceans all run dry

Until the stars fall from the sky

Even if words dont seem to rhyme

I'll be addicted to your smile

And if the wind blows out the sun

I'll still believe you are the one

No matter what we're going through

I'll plan to spend my nights with you

I promise you my heart wont fade

I swear to you my soul always

It isnt hard to understand

You're making me a better man

Baby my love will say it all

I'll always catch you when you fall

And if the hard times get too much

I'll still be craving for your touch

I promise you my heart wont fade

I swear to you my soul always

It isnt hard to understand

You're making me a better man

I dedicate my world

I dedicate my all

For every moment

Your leaving me breathless

I dedicate my touch

Forevers not enough

I wanna hold on

I just wanna hold on to you

I promise you my heart wont fade

I swear to you my soul always

It isnt hard to understand

You're making me a better man

It isnt hard to understand, your making me a better man

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No promise will make from me to say.. something like 'last forever"

For a relationship, the most important of all is ... become a BETTER person.

The song touch deep of my heart

What is content within... MORE TRUTH SELF.

NOT to change for anyone but change for self.

Because of ... knowing someon

That's my way.

Be aware of ?

2006-10-25T23:33:00.000+08:00

Be aware of
I am staying in a silent place
Space out
No mind

so that
I could smile from the heart
to all of familiar faces around me

Be aware of
I took parent's love for granted
so that
I always cared why they couldn't protect me from the operation

Be aware of
parents are just OLD children
so that
I feel like to love them in different way now

Be aware of
No specific definition of lost
No specific definition of love

Sunshine is sunshine
I enjoy it

Storms are not so scary for me now

到我這裡躲雨

2006-10-20T14:45:00.000+08:00

為了什麼妳孤單的離去

穿過這雨中的妳

寂寞無奈

悄悄走在人世裡

哼傷心的歌曲

這場雨淋濕妳心中的愛

我明白妳的累

對妳依然我想擦乾妳的淚

來時路我和妳一樣

到我這裡躲雨

讓我陪妳傷心用愛遮蓋著妳

(不讓)雨淋不到這裡

到我這裡躲雨

別再丟下自己陽光終會來臨

一切心酸都將過去

--吳印良品--

before sunset

2006-10-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

I wish to see a beautiful sunset Now I have
I wish to see a beautiful ocean Now I have
There are dreams
Some dreams come truth without any expectation.
Keep on dreaming
Someday it just come True.

under clothes or under the skin?

2006-10-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

About physical stuff, everyone has unique one. Everyday, everysecond, the body is changeing. Time doesn't matter. It just like growth ring s of trees. Growth of life. Only belong to every unique one.

Wrinkles are emblems. Recording the path you experienced.

For me, I think a smiling face with wrinkles is Very Beautiful. Live goes on and life just follow the path you took.

Enjoy wrinkles and smile for them.

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Someday, I told a women"wrinkles are beautiful". I was so surprised to see tears in her eyes. She never thought someone tell her this. Everyone trys so hard to keep 'smooth' skin especially women.The moment I really want to give her a big hug and tell her I envy the beautiful wrinkles. I like to see wrinkles 'performace' when she is smiling. Sehr Schoen!

Look at the one who sleep with you. If you get close to her/him, look at her/himwith tender heartand give wrinkles a kiss. To appreciate who share the path you take.(smiling)

What can I do?

2006-10-19T10:15:00.000+08:00

每次閱讀我的心一次又一次的蛻變

眼神裡的悲傷還是在

但是包含在裡面的卻是多了更多的慈悲與善解

我的心漂洋過海

到一個沒有雨的地方

到一個沒有衣服穿的軀體

到一個只有飢餓沒有食物的地方

那裡的人們沒有表情

沒有力氣表現太多的情緒

我的心也沒有表情

我無法微笑

我無法哭泣

我沒有權力感到過分悲傷

我的心漂洋過海來看你

我能做些什麼? 不只是看看而已

look at down side

2006-10-18T10:59:00.000+08:00

People usually try so hard to climb
They look upon and wish to reach the sky

If there is a chance
Look at down side
you see sky
you see sunshine
you see beautiful picture
All what you want are there

Just like..
look at those who have not much but trying so hard to alive
You know
You have ALL

I have ALL now
silent night in my heart
it's dark
but there is stars and moon light
they are
what I won't regret
I have ALL now
No tears on my face
but a moonlight smile

I am tired
but I am smiling.
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Just feel like to tell A STORY
so that I CAN tell .
Life is beautiful.
Love is beautiful.
Smile is beautiful.
Tears are beautiful also.

It's a trip with colorful experiences

the grave

2006-10-17T11:56:00.000+08:00

It's not a castle
No princess there
No sleeping beauty as well
But a tiring heart
I visit the grave
decorate it with flowers

It's a peaceful place
With wind breezing
With grass around
With natural sining

Hi! Amy
How have you been?

I visit the grave
Where Amy is resting now.
You can't see her
You can't hear her
She stays inside
With silence

With silence…

Sometimes the rainbow shows upon the sky
meanwhile
She is smiling

Dear Mother Teresa

2006-10-16T19:46:00.000+08:00

Dear Mother Teresa
I think the world is beautiful
because I saw beautiful sunset on my way home
I think the world is beautiful
because I saw beautiful sunny sky on my way to office

Dear Mother Teresa
You teach me to be kind to all unkiness

I try my best to do it
even now I am crying and can't stop tears
I still TRY to be kind and forgive

But Dear Mother Teresa
I am so sad this moment
How to take all the sadness from my eyes?
I want to see something beautiful
I want to smile

Dear Mother Teresa.............

GUNSHOT

2006-10-16T19:34:00.000+08:00

what they did is not better this photo.
They hurt me in different way.
They use GUNS in their hands... shoot me.
not on my body but my heart
too hurt to cry
my heart is tearing apart
into pieces

There was somenoe called HOPE
who try to collect all pieces and make it as the way it was

I couldn't find the person now
Even I am trying so hard
SCREAMing the name
finally...tears drop
Am I crying?
Too hurt to tell

Locked!

2006-10-12T10:34:00.000+08:00

2006/10/5上午 7:08

Mother Teresa
人有時不可信賴、有時極端自私，儘管如此，你還是得寬恕他們。
你對人和藹，人們卻以為你別有用心，儘管如此，你還是得善待人。

The rest 4% is a 'Sign' to remind me something and encourage me to share more with SOME people who really need it.

We know people
they are not reliable all the time
We know people
they are extremely selfish sometimes
Even so....
We still have to FORGIVE them
We are not sure if we were one of them next second

Somehow We can't KNOW that much about People
Only when we experienced more and we have more chances to know

I have a lot of "4%" ( maybe more than I can count )
They are part of life
They are bad memories , the past
They are scars , in life
They are Signs , the charm of life
I can't forget all or forgive all
Just know more about Truth.

Most of time/ All the time, we can't really Help others but share the beautiful things with them. Such as..a smile, a hug, or just stay with them. Struggles in everyone's life... means SOMETHING for the one.
I can say
I GIVE UP a lot of things ( I have to or I want to)
SO that I can really enjoy the very little things
even just SUNSHINE
even just LITTLE RAIN
even just a Smile
not big deal but necessary for life.

Mad world

2006-10-05T12:38:00.000+08:00

Mad World
All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tommorow, no tommorow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
--Gary Jules--

喜歡妳

2006-10-02T08:44:00.000+08:00

喜歡聽妳'呼呼'的聲音
喜歡看妳傻傻的表情
喜歡摸摸妳的白毛
喜歡親親妳的臉頰
喜歡妳充滿好奇與天真的眼神
我喜歡妳

早晨你會敲敲我的門
跳上我的床
把你的頭枕我手掌
好喜歡你