星期五, 12月 29, 2006
星期四, 12月 28, 2006
before sunrise
I feel this pressure of being a strong and independent icon of womanhood…and not making it look like my whole life is revolving around some guy.But loving someone and being loved means so much to me.
Isn’t everything we do in life a way to be loved a little more?
Sometimes I dream about being a good father and a good husband. And sometimes I feel really close. But then other times… it seems silly like it would ruin my whole life. And it’s not just a fear of commitment or that I’m incapable of caring or loving because I can.
It’s just that, if I’m totally honest with myself.. I think I’d rather die knowing that I was really good at something.
That I had excellent in some way…than that I had just been in a nice ,caring relationship.
I had worked for this old man, and once he told me that he had spent all of his life thinking about his career and his work. He was 52, and it suddenly struck him that he had never really given anything of himself. His life was for no one and nothing. He was almost crying say that.
You know. I believe if there’s any kind of GOD…it wouldn’t be in any of us, not you or me… but just little space in between. If there is any kind of magic in this world…. It must be in the attempt of understanding someone, sharing something.
I know it’s almost impossible to succeed …but who cares, really? The answer must be in the attempt.
Isn’t everything we do in life a way to be loved a little more?
Sometimes I dream about being a good father and a good husband. And sometimes I feel really close. But then other times… it seems silly like it would ruin my whole life. And it’s not just a fear of commitment or that I’m incapable of caring or loving because I can.
It’s just that, if I’m totally honest with myself.. I think I’d rather die knowing that I was really good at something.
That I had excellent in some way…than that I had just been in a nice ,caring relationship.
I had worked for this old man, and once he told me that he had spent all of his life thinking about his career and his work. He was 52, and it suddenly struck him that he had never really given anything of himself. His life was for no one and nothing. He was almost crying say that.
You know. I believe if there’s any kind of GOD…it wouldn’t be in any of us, not you or me… but just little space in between. If there is any kind of magic in this world…. It must be in the attempt of understanding someone, sharing something.
I know it’s almost impossible to succeed …but who cares, really? The answer must be in the attempt.
I am aware of a lot of things from their conversation. Can't picture the FULL feeling but I will try to figure out.(2006.10.26-10:34AM)To think about all roles I played or I am playing.....
2006.12.28
There was this famous writer--I don't remember who--who said the ideal relationship was two intense years, with clean breaks, fresh starts, friends for life, something like that. It's like if you knew your relationship had to end in two years, there would be no room for fighting or wasted time. There could be more love and appreciation for one another. It's like, if everyone you met you knew was going to die at midnight, you would be a much more compassionate person. I mean, everyone's going to die, but since no one knows when, there's all the time in the world to be assholes to one another.
AMY:
"...It's like if you knew your relationship had to end in two years, there would be no room for fighting or wasted time. There could be more love and appreciation for one another. It's like, if everyone you met you knew was going to die at midnight, you would be a much more compassionate person. ..."
I am so... touched by whis "IDEAL" relationship. And...I am aware of that...I treat all IMPORTANT relationships for mylife in this way. So- called FOREVER LOVE maybe not for time but the meaning for life.
My grandmother die at the year I had the opperation accident. I went through a VERY SPECIAL period of life. I lost my walking ability and someone I love and who loved me a lot as well. I don't know if she had a 'happy' life....?... But I know... she doesn't have a NICE/KIND relationship with grandpa. I don't know how to define their relationship...and SURE... I AM NOT ABLE To define it.
I saw a lot of people cring for her. BUT I... I just stopped myself crying for her. But... for me.... tears can't express my feeling of lost. kind of EMPTY for the position she had taken in my life. I carry her in my hear... even now.... I miss her a lot.
My grandmother die at the year I had the opperation accident. I went through a VERY SPECIAL period of life. I lost my walking ability and someone I love and who loved me a lot as well. I don't know if she had a 'happy' life....?... But I know... she doesn't have a NICE/KIND relationship with grandpa. I don't know how to define their relationship...and SURE... I AM NOT ABLE To define it.
I saw a lot of people cring for her. BUT I... I just stopped myself crying for her. But... for me.... tears can't express my feeling of lost. kind of EMPTY for the position she had taken in my life. I carry her in my hear... even now.... I miss her a lot.
My life..... there is something missed at the year... so-called saddness ...take away part of my childish.
2007-01-04
But for some people, there are no real good-byes. I think if you have a meaningful experience with someone else, a true communication, they are with you forever in a way.
We are all a part of each other in ways, we'll never know.
But for some people, there are no real good-byes. I think if you have a meaningful experience with someone else, a true communication, they are with you forever in a way.
We are all a part of each other in ways, we'll never know.
星期三, 12月 27, 2006
Handicapped people to travel in Europe.
http://www.amazon.de/Rick-Steves-Easy-Access-Europe/dp/1566916682/sr=1-3/qid=1167204262/ref=sr_1_3/028-3375142-2337332?ie=UTF8&s=books-intl-deBook Description
From train and rail pass skills to strategies for visiting open-air folk museums, who else but Rick Steves teaches travelers the skills they really need when traveling through Europe? Most guidebooks don't address the needs of travelers with limited mobility, but Rick Steves believes in comfortable and successful travel for everyone.
Rick Steves’ Easy Access Europe focuses on Amsterdam, Bruges, London, Paris, and the Rhine. It provides tips on getting around easily whether you're in a wheelchair or just need to walk slowly. America’s top authority on travel to Europe, Rick Steves has done the legwork, discovered the secrets, and made the mistakes — so travelers don't have to. Completely revised and updated, Rick’s time-tested recommendations for safe and enjoyable travel in Europe have been used by millions of Americans in search of their own unique European travel experience.
http://www.slowtrav.com/europe/disabled_travel.htm
Sunshine for my life
Sometimes we spent too much time to make ourselves preety/handsome.But.... I think ..... There is NO so-called UNGLY people if consider with face or shape.
If there is a chance to share part of my life with them.... I would LOVE to.
That's why I put myself beside them.
Sunshine with sunshine
星期二, 12月 26, 2006
Charlotte's Web--A lovely story
"You have been my friend. That in itself is a tremendous thing. I wove my webs for you because I liked you. After all, what's a life, anyway? We're born, we live a little while, we die. A spider's life can't help being something of a mess, with all this trapping and eating flies. By helping you, perhaps I was trying to life up my life a trifle. Heaven knows anyone's life can stand a little of that.""你一直是我的朋友。這就是一件意義非凡的事。因為我喜歡你，所以為你織網。畢竟，生命到底是什麼呢?我們出生、活了一段時間，然後死去。蜘蛛的生命無非就是一團混亂，設陷阱、吃蒼蠅。或者我是藉由幫助你來讓我的生命有意義。老天知道每個人的生命中多少都會做這樣的事情。"
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Amy:
The confession touched me. " ...Because I like you..." is the most simple and beautiful reason for what they had shared with each other.
It's kind of childish LOVE. I like it so much.
星期日, 12月 24, 2006
How about you? your life? and co-called "FATE"
people usually accept the fate. But...did they ever try to do something before accepting?星期四, 12月 21, 2006
星期二, 12月 19, 2006
星期一, 12月 18, 2006
星期二, 12月 12, 2006
星期四, 12月 07, 2006
信樂團--死了都要愛
把每天當成是末日來相愛 一分一秒都美到淚水掉下來
不理會別人是看好或看壞 只要你勇敢跟我來
愛 不用刻意安排 憑感覺去親吻相擁就會很愉快
享受現在 別一開懷就怕受傷害 許多奇蹟我們相信才會存在
死了都要愛 不淋漓盡致不痛快 感情多深只有這樣才足夠表白
死了都要愛 不哭到微笑不痛快 宇宙毀滅心還在窮途末路都要愛 不極度浪漫不痛快
髮會雪白 土會掩埋 思念不腐壞到絕路都要愛
不天荒地老不痛快 不怕熱愛變火海 愛到沸騰才精采
不理會別人是看好或看壞 只要你勇敢跟我來
愛 不用刻意安排 憑感覺去親吻相擁就會很愉快
享受現在 別一開懷就怕受傷害 許多奇蹟我們相信才會存在
死了都要愛 不淋漓盡致不痛快 感情多深只有這樣才足夠表白
死了都要愛 不哭到微笑不痛快 宇宙毀滅心還在窮途末路都要愛 不極度浪漫不痛快
髮會雪白 土會掩埋 思念不腐壞到絕路都要愛
不天荒地老不痛快 不怕熱愛變火海 愛到沸騰才精采
星期日, 12月 03, 2006
'bed' weekend
- got a flu.-running nose almost all day long.
-can't breath
-spent a lot of time on my bed
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