雨阿，請你到非洲!

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因為你們的存在讓我更珍惜我所擁有的，但我卻說不出任何感謝的話語。因為我希望這一切只是一個故事、一本書；然而我們都知道他是一個個現在還在發生的[事件]!
每個人的手上都拿著一把[槍]，有時候就連一句話都可以殺人，或者可以救人；如果是你，想想要怎麼使用手上的槍呢??



I cherish what I have and know more how lucky I am, because of YOU.
But I
I can't say 'thank you'.


I WISH it's just a story
I WISH it's just a book

Howerever
We know
It's a corner of the world
Happening somewhere NOW

Everyone has a 'GUN'
Even just to say something you can Kill or Help someone

Now ~
Think about... How to use your GUN?
If you are willing to.

我不能說我沒了慾望，
看見一件漂亮的衣服 我會心動，
看到一雙美麗的鞋子 我會想要，
看到裝扮後可愛動人的自己 我會陶醉，

但是，想到你們的身影 我會放棄這些
而我的人生卻更美好

我不能說 我沒了慾望
只是我多了一份慾望 與你分享我所擁有的!

I C'AN'T say
I am inappetent

When I see
beautiful clothes I want to have one
When I see
a nice pair of shoes I want to wear it
When I see
pretty Amy from a mirror it bewitched me

BUT
when I think about YOU
I Would GIVE UP these stuff
And I have a life with more delight

I C'AN'T say
I am inappetent
I CAN say
I have more desire
to share what I have with YOU.

電視廣告上"一顆流星畫過天空，那是鑽石。"，從未曾想過鑽石是一滴滴媽媽的眼淚，是一個個破碎的心，{鑽石恆久遠.... 傷痛永留心!}。
雖然我從不曾想要得到一顆鑽石，但是在大家過分誇耀它的光芒與美利，幾乎所有的女孩子都期待生命中能擁有一顆鑽石，作為愛的見證或是美的裝飾。
現在的我，看到鑽是我會流淚.... 因為我知道大部分的鑽石來自非洲，是一顆顆媽媽的眼淚，如果你要送我鑽石，我會希望你把相同的價值把愛送的非洲，他們的笑容才是真正的寶石，一輩子都不可能忘記。

Diamonds are tears
If you know what is heppening in Africa
You would not think they are beautiful

They are tears from mothers
They are tears from children

If you know what is happening behind
You wouldn't want it so much

Don't collect TEARS as a sign of happiness.

--------------------------10.31.2006--------------------
I finished the book this morning. Be aware of so many things ...... I am just thinking .... just thinking.... What I wrote "越是無懼 越能給予"，在我的現在與未來，我都該如何去實踐這個[夢想]?? 對我自己而言到底在人生每一步、每一秒鐘的當下.... 除了給予，我是不市還要能[接收]別人的給予而不害怕。

I will read this book again and again... something new will just 'show up', I believe!

1-9-9-8

It's not the most scary thing in my life

What is the most fragile isn't BODY but THE HEART.
I don't feel ashamed of what I am under clothes. It's ME and I accept all.
What so-called GODs around the world are not in you or me. They are little space between you and me. If ... u can feel and you can love and be loved ... it's the place GOD stays for you.
I DO believe it!
smiling AMY.

Shayne Ward--A Better Man

Until the oceans all run dry

Until the stars fall from the sky

Even if words dont seem to rhyme

I'll be addicted to your smile

And if the wind blows out the sun

I'll still believe you are the one

No matter what we're going through

I'll plan to spend my nights with you

I promise you my heart wont fade

I swear to you my soul always

It isnt hard to understand

You're making me a better man

Baby my love will say it all

I'll always catch you when you fall

And if the hard times get too much

I'll still be craving for your touch

I promise you my heart wont fade

I swear to you my soul always

It isnt hard to understand

You're making me a better man

I dedicate my world

I dedicate my all

For every moment

Your leaving me breathless

I dedicate my touch

Forevers not enough

I wanna hold on

I just wanna hold on to you

I promise you my heart wont fade

I swear to you my soul always

It isnt hard to understand

You're making me a better man

It isnt hard to understand, your making me a better man

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No promise will make from me to say.. something like 'last forever"

For a relationship, the most important of all is ... become a BETTER person.

The song touch deep of my heart

What is content within... MORE TRUTH SELF.

NOT to change for anyone but change for self.

Because of ... knowing someon

That's my way.

Be aware of ?

Be aware of
I am staying in a silent place
Space out
No mind

so that
I could smile from the heart
to all of familiar faces around me

Be aware of
I took parent's love for granted
so that
I always cared why they couldn't protect me from the operation

Be aware of
parents are just OLD children
so that
I feel like to love them in different way now

Be aware of
No specific definition of lost
No specific definition of love

Sunshine is sunshine
I enjoy it

Storms are not so scary for me now

到我這裡躲雨

為了什麼妳孤單的離去

穿過這雨中的妳

寂寞無奈

悄悄走在人世裡

哼傷心的歌曲

這場雨淋濕妳心中的愛

我明白妳的累

對妳依然 我想擦乾妳的淚

來時路我和妳一樣

到我這裡躲雨

讓我陪妳傷心 用愛遮蓋著妳

(不讓)雨淋不到這裡

到我這裡躲雨

別再丟下自己 陽光終會來臨

一切心酸都將過去

--吳印良品--

before sunset

I wish to see a beautiful sunset Now I have
I wish to see a beautiful ocean Now I have
There are dreams
Some dreams come truth without any expectation.
Keep on dreaming
Someday it just come True.

under clothes or under the skin?

About physical stuff, everyone has unique one. Everyday, everysecond, the body is changeing. Time doesn't matter. It just like growth ring s of trees. Growth of life. Only belong to every unique one.

Wrinkles are emblems. Recording the path you experienced.

For me, I think a smiling face with wrinkles is Very Beautiful. Live goes on and life just follow the path you took.

Enjoy wrinkles and smile for them.

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Someday, I told a women"wrinkles are beautiful". I was so surprised to see tears in her eyes. She never thought someone tell her this. Everyone trys so hard to keep 'smooth' skin especially women.The moment I really want to give her a big hug and tell her I envy the beautiful wrinkles. I like to see wrinkles 'performace' when she is smiling. Sehr Schoen!

Look at the one who sleep with you. If you get close to her/him, look at her/himwith tender heartand give wrinkles a kiss. To appreciate who share the path you take.(smiling)

What can I do?

每次閱讀 我的心一次又一次的蛻變

眼神裡的悲傷還是在

但是包含在裡面的卻是多了更多的慈悲與善解

我的心漂洋過海

到一個沒有雨的地方

到一個沒有衣服穿的軀體

到一個只有飢餓沒有食物的地方

那裡的人們沒有表情

沒有力氣 表現太多的情緒

我的心 也沒有表情

我 無法微笑

我 無法哭泣

我 沒有權力感到過分悲傷

我的心漂洋過海來看你

我能做些什麼? 不只是看看而已

look at down side

People usually try so hard to climb
They look upon and wish to reach the sky

If there is a chance
Look at down side
you see sky
you see sunshine
you see beautiful picture
All what you want are there

Just like..
look at those who have not much but trying so hard to alive
You know
You have ALL

I have ALL now
silent night in my heart
it's dark
but there is stars and moon light
they are
what I won't regret
I have ALL now
No tears on my face
but a moonlight smile

I am tired
but I am smiling.
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Just feel like to tell A STORY
so that I CAN tell .
Life is beautiful.
Love is beautiful.
Smile is beautiful.
Tears are beautiful also.

It's a trip with colorful experiences

the grave

It's not a castle
No princess there
No sleeping beauty as well
But a tiring heart
I visit the grave
decorate it with flowers

It's a peaceful place
With wind breezing
With grass around
With natural sining

Hi! Amy
How have you been?

I visit the grave
Where Amy is resting now.
You can't see her
You can't hear her
She stays inside
With silence

With silence…

Sometimes the rainbow shows upon the sky
meanwhile
She is smiling

Dear Mother Teresa

Dear Mother Teresa
I think the world is beautiful
because I saw beautiful sunset on my way home
I think the world is beautiful
because I saw beautiful sunny sky on my way to office


Dear Mother Teresa
You teach me to be kind to all unkiness

I try my best to do it
even now I am crying and can't stop tears
I still TRY to be kind and forgive


But Dear Mother Teresa
I am so sad this moment
How to take all the sadness from my eyes?
I want to see something beautiful
I want to smile


Dear Mother Teresa.............

GUNSHOT

what they did is not better this photo.
They hurt me in different way.
They use GUNS in their hands... shoot me.
not on my body but my heart
too hurt to cry
my heart is tearing apart
into pieces

There was somenoe called HOPE
who try to collect all pieces and make it as the way it was

I couldn't find the person now
Even I am trying so hard
SCREAMing the name
finally...tears drop
Am I crying?
Too hurt to tell

Locked!

2006/10/5上午 7:08

Mother Teresa
人有時不可信賴、有時極端自私，儘管如此，你還是得寬恕他們。
你對人和藹，人們卻以為你別有用心，儘管如此，你還是得善待人。

The rest 4% is a 'Sign' to remind me something and encourage me to share more with SOME people who really need it.

We know people
they are not reliable all the time
We know people
they are extremely selfish sometimes
Even so....
We still have to FORGIVE them
We are not sure if we were one of them next second

Somehow We can't KNOW that much about People
Only when we experienced more and we have more chances to know

I have a lot of "4%" ( maybe more than I can count )
They are part of life
They are bad memories , the past
They are scars , in life
They are Signs , the charm of life
I can't forget all or forgive all
Just know more about Truth.

Most of time/ All the time, we can't really Help others but share the beautiful things with them. Such as..a smile, a hug, or just stay with them. Struggles in everyone's life... means SOMETHING for the one.
I can say
I GIVE UP a lot of things ( I have to or I want to)
SO that I can really enjoy the very little things
even just SUNSHINE
even just LITTLE RAIN
even just a Smile
not big deal but necessary for life.

Mad world

Mad World
All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tommorow, no tommorow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
--Gary Jules--

喜歡妳

喜歡聽妳'呼呼'的聲音
喜歡看妳傻傻的表情
喜歡摸摸妳的白毛
喜歡親親妳的臉頰
喜歡妳 充滿好奇與天真的眼神
我 喜歡妳

早晨 你會敲敲我的門
跳上我的床
把你的頭枕我手掌
好喜歡你

Want to find "je"

2006-10-1